24.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 24

The story is told of a man who visited an art gallery and purchased an expensive painting. He took it home and searched for the perfect place to hang it. As hard as he tried, however, he could not find a spot that seemed just right. In frustration he returned the painting to the gallery, explaining that, although he loved it, he simply had no room for it in his home. Surprised, the curator looked him in the eye and gave him this advice: "If you really love this painting, this is what you must do: Go home. Take everything out of your house. Hang up the painting. Then put back into your house only the things that fit."


I hope that I will have the time to write an update after Christmas, I have been a bit busy the last weeks. Tonight I will work the nightshift after I have been celebrating Christmas properly with my family.


I wish you all a very very Merry Christmas!


(I hope your joulupukki will not get lost like this one!)

23.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 23

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
(mother teresa)

20.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 20

It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them.
RALPH WALDO EMERSON

19.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 19

Wherever the art of medicine is loved, there also is love of humanity.

* Hippocrates

17.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 17

“I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.”

Fannie Lou Hammer

15.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 15

You cannot dream yourself into a character; you must hammer and forge yourself one.
Henry David Thoreau

14.12.10

Last days of school

What have I been up to lately?

First of all I had my first exam on Friday. Biostatistics & Epidemiology, which was hard since they had formulated the questions in a difficult way. So let's see how it went when I get my results at the end of this week.

On Saturday was The Movingday! Even though we had problems with our transport etc. we figured out a solution to our problem, and the whole thing went much smoother than I expected. Also I had less stuff than I first thought. Look for yourself:



Fortunately I did not have any furniture. And I did not have more books than I had. Because after this weekend I discovered the backside of loving books, they weigh a TON! And then I had only one big box full of them here.... Also it is good that I do not move very often. Even though everything went great this weekend, it takes a lot of time. And it was not all too nice dragging the stuff 5 stores up to the new apartment.
But I also fell in love with that place yet again. It is just beautiful, best location ever, and now the outside of the house has been renovated and the result was super :) When things are more or less in their right places when we move in in January I will put some pics for you too admire. My old apartment is empty, and I fear the packing for my trip home. Once again I was a bit too optimistic about what I want to take with me. Happens all the time. But I have to get everything packed until Wednesday when I will give back the keys and I will have a two day slumber party with F. And on Friday we will go home to Finland, wohoo :D

But until that, there are some tests to be done. Tomorrow we have Microbiology, which includes learning antibiotics and some other pretty detailed stuff. I love reading my Medical Microbiology book, but I simply do not have enough time. It takes forever to read, and afterwards you do not remember anything. So I hope this one goes well, we need to get 60% right in order to pass and continue in the Spring.
On Thursday we have our last test, Physiology-hormones. And yes, only half a day to read for that one.

This weekend I decided to stay a couple of days in Helsinki at a friend's place, and we will go to a party that her study association is giving on Saturday. I am so looking forward to this, because they sure now how to make a party a good one :D
On Sunday we will travel home together after probably a morning with only a couple of hours of sleep. Well, we are still young ;) In the evening I will have a late birthday party with my family. So there are only nice things coming up, one can hardly be depressed about not knowing any kind of antibiotics yet :D There are still 24hours until the semester final, wish me luck!

24 quotes until Christmas, December 14

Fear kills everything. Your mind, your heart, your imagination.
Cornelia Funke

13.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 13

Aerodynamically the bumblebee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumblebee doesn't know that so it goes on flying anyway.
Mary Kay Ash

12.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 12

You will never "find" time for anything. If you want time, you must make it.
Charles Bruxton

11.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 11

A...room...without...books...is...like...a...body...without...a...soul.
(Cicero)

10.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 10

Only as high as I reach can I grow,
Only as far as I seek can I go,
Only as deep as I look can I see,
Only as much as I dream can I be.
~~Karen Ravn~~


9.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 9

You'll never leave where you are until you decide where you'd rather be.

8.12.10

Post

Today I got a late birthday envelope from mamma. Probably one of the nicest I have ever gotten.


Inside of it there was this:

Änglaspel

...and some leather gloves and a card of course! A nice little surprise :) Now I am just waiting to get to go home and get more presents :D

As we are having fewer and fewer classes my motivation is suffering also. Big time

On Saturday me and F will be moving most of our stuff to the new apartment. And speaking about that, our landlord has apparently written a book (he is head of the Cardiology department in Tallinn), from which one of my classmates did her eesti lektüür. Nice to know prominent Estonians.

On Monday I skyped my way through the Finnish Independence Ball with P. We talked for about 6hours. Because that just belongs to the tradition of 6th December, you watch the Ball and comment on every single dress. The rest of the Ball is just boring, well except for watching what kind of food is served. And thanks to anywheretv I can watch Finnish TV anytime, anywhere ;) Of course I shared this knowledge with P who lives in Sweden, and she is kind of addicted.

Well I guess I have to study tonight also. Bye.

24 quotes until Christmas, December 8

****Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent****

Eleanor Roosevelt

7.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 7

"I'm though, ambitious,
and I know exactly what I want.
If that makes me a bitch, okay."

(Madonna)

6.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 6

MY BEST FRIEND IS THE ONE WHO BRINGS OUT THE BEST IN ME

~~Henry Ford~~

5.12.10

Tests and other fun stuff

Tomorrow I have the hormone test in biochemistry. I am still making notes, and it is almost half past nine. At least I am not tired. So what have I learned? Only the most important things. For example that there is adrenaline in vanillin and bananas.

Yesterday I was invited to eat dinner at F:s place; we talked and watched the snow fall. We did attempt to bake jultårtor, but they were just plain ugly and did not rise in the oven at all. We decided that next year we have to find a way to make real ones here in Estonia. Also we have to bake gingerbread (from scratch). Let's see if we have time with all the studying in the third year :P

The schedule for the remaining 12 days of school:
6.12 Biochemistry-hormones
7.12 Seminar on a lame immunological article
8.12 Presenting a case and evidence based study in Epidemiology
10.12 Exam in Statistics&Epidemiology
15.12 Semester final in Microbiology (yeaks!)
16.12 Physiology-hormones
17.12 ---------->HOME

At some point we will try to move our stuff to our new apartment too. Which includes having to pack everything and getting them to town. That will take some time...

24 quotes until Christmas, December 5

Anything is possible,
the impossible just takes a little bit longer.

4.12.10

24 quotes until Christmas, December 4

What makes us small
and insignificant
also makes us rare
and precious.

3.12.10

Friday

Today I have had lack of motivation problems. I got myself to read some for the test (biochemistry about hormones...), but it just took so long I got restless.

I had decided to go to town in the evening to shop some more X-mas presents. Now I almost have everything! Of course I had to sneak into my bookshop. And I found this and fell in love. So I brought it home! Here is my very own:





I love the details of the cover:




Inside of the notebook:



I have kept a diary over the books I have read for about 6 years (if I remember correctly). And because I read a lot it has really been a blessing. I can just open my bookjournals and look up all the great books I had forgotten that I have read. It is something I really recommend.
And it is not only Moleskine that has these types of journals, since they are quite pricy you maybe want to look at some cheaper (and just as handy and nice) than the Moleskine. In Swedish I have bought some that only costed me 4 euros. So there are alternatives.
But since I got some birthday money I had to have another Moleskine. They are the best.

A funny(?) thing happened as I stood in line to pay at the bookstore. A man, who clearly had had a lot of vodka, stood behind me in line. He was mumbeling somehing, and I wasn't quite sure if he talked to me. Well he at some point said that he was just looking at my book covers. Then he showed me his (a Terry Pratchett, yök) and asked me if I have read it. I answered something in Estonian and then it was my turn to pay. The saleswoman explained to me that I would get -12% on Tuesday and today only -5% with my student card (which I knew). I replied something, and then the man from before jumped in beside me and said: "You have a very bad accent!" Then he laughed, excused himself, and stood behind me again. Well thank you too. Here I am at least trying to say some of the 10 words I know in Estonian, and there comes a annoying man having to point it out to me.
The fact is, I hate people who point out my accent, in which language whatsoever. Even though I know that I have a accent speaking anything else but Swedish (there you could also say that I do have an accent because it does not sound like the Swedish they speak in Sweden). I want to be able to speak without people knowing which language is my mother tongue. And I have a looooooooong way until I even can have a proper discussion in Estonian, not to mention the accent. It is just one of my things. And it hurts my ego ;)

I also bought a new pair of jeans since I had to throw away two pairs last week, they were so worn out. And I made a stop at the food store, because as I mentioned I hate going there if I do not combine it with something else I have to do (lazy girl...). So tonight I made this yummy salad:

Ingredients:
Iceberg salad
Cucumber
Tomato
Feta-cheese
Sundried tomatoes+the oil there are in
Sunflower seeds
Ciabatta with jalapenos

And I have already seen a movie, Shrek 4, which was a nice movie! The rest of the evening I think I will put on some Christmas music and write some Christmas cards!


P.S. Moleskine has a new series of notebookes, called Passions. To this series my book journal belongs, but there are also journals on music, wellness, movies, wines and recipes. A great gift idea for Christmas :)

24 quotes until Christmas, December 3

Treat a man as he is
and he will remain as he is.
Treat a man as he can and should be
and he will become as he can and should be.

GOETHE

2.12.10

22nd birthday

Yesterday when I woke up (because of Estonian words flying through my subconscious dreams at six in the morning), I was suddenly one year older. When it comes to birthdays and Christmases I am child-minded (I think childish is the wrong word here), and I think that there is some kind of magic surrounding certain events in life. That once gone through or once prepared with the right traditions you will be transformed and feel special, at least for a while. Anyhow, my point is birthdays are important, both my own and other people's!

When I woke up I carefully thought through in which order I should open my envelopes and my package.

I started with the thinnest and worked my way up. So my brother's letter was the first one to be opened, and it was so beautiful that I cried a little. Next was P's envelope from Sweden, which contained a bookmarker magnet with the text Good friends are like angels...you don't have to see them to know that they are there.. It also contained a beautiful letter, and I cried some more :P The "real" present will be given on the holidays since it could not be sent by mail. The package from Germany contained three books. One was the comic I had seen in Germany about the genes, then the Simon's cat book 2 and a book called Finnen von Sinnen. It tells about a German man who got married to a Finnish woman and in his book he tells about what it is like to live in Finland taken from a foreigner's point of view.

Of course you need to have some cake on your birthday too.

This one I got from Selver, it was on sale for only 4,50€! And it was so big that I had 4/5 of the cake left today, so I invited the people from my class over to help me eat it. And for being an Estonian cake this was very very good! Sometimes when I buy a cake/sweets here I get all excited and when I taste it and it is not good I get so disappointed. Well, not this time!

My classmates sang for me two times, the second time was during our oral final in Estonian, the teacher got a bit carried away and started singing all by herself at first :D
I was worn out and stressed before this final, because our teacher has had some funny ideas throughout this semester. But it went really well, and I am proud of myself. No more Estonian until February!

So after classes I walked around in the malls, bought some Christmas presents and stuff I needed for myself. I met up with five of my classmates to go and play in Megazone, which is a laser-shooting game. But it was closed at first, so we decided to eat something first. We went to the cafeteria in my favorite bookstore, one I have always wanted to go to. They had real good proper food also, so I will probably be going back there! Since 50% of us were Swedish-speaking we decided to speak some Swedish, which was nice for a change, especially since they all know Swedish so well.
Megazone was so much fun. We split up in three teams of two, so that it would be more fair distributed. Here were the winners; team red:


We decided that we have to do this again sometime. It was cheap, fun and almost like a small workout.

After megazone we spontaniously went to the brother P's apartment to have some glögi and use their sauna. I have been missing using a sauna, even though we do not even have one in use at home. But still, it is so relaxing!

I got home about one that night after a great birthday. Probably the best one in some years. This can only mean that the 22nd year of my life will be awesome :D

Soon school is over, only 15 days!

24 quotes until Christmas, December 2

The most successful people
are those
who are good at plan B.

(James Yorke)

24 quotes until Christmas, December 1

There are some people in life that
make you laugh a little louder,
smile a little brighter and just
live a little better.

26.11.10

Lillajul

Jag vet att lillajul är imorgon officiellt, men eftersom det blev en hemmakväll ikväll tänkte jag ha det lite mysigt.

Imorse städade jag lägenheten så grundligt som jag inte har gjort på länge. Eftersom jag var bort några helgar blev det liksom lite uppehåll med städning så det var minsann smutsigt. En annan orsak var väl förra helgens extrema vitamin-pluggande också. Nåja, pointen är iallafall att det blev jättefräscht. Jag sorterade nämligen alla mina kurspapper, kollade på internet vilka som fattades osv. Det var några timmars jobb, men det var nödvändigt. Sen som pricken på i tog jag fram ljusstaken mamsen köpte åt mig för två veckor sen då jag var hemma. Jag gick den extra milen till Selver ("min" butik, det var nog närmare bestämt ingen mil utan snarare de extra 700metrarna...). Där blev det bara nödvändiga saker köpt, som värmeljus, glögg med tillbehör, pepparkakor. Allt det som behövs för en lillajulskväll. Det enda som fattades var jultårtorna!

Nu har det blivit kallare här också, och det har därför slutat snöa. Det var helt underbart faktiskt att gå till butiken, inte bara för att jag övervann min lathet, utan för att det var så jättevackert ute. Funderar på att gå till stan imorgon, skall nämligen på bio. Ett minus med kylan är att mina batterier går på högvarv, och jag kan inte justera dem. Så allt emellanåt blir det att ta upp fönstret.

Bestämde mig för att se på filmen Wall Street, money never sleeps, fast jag inte har sett första delen (och alla säger att man borde se den före den här...). Det var en helt normi-film, största plusset var väl att den som var i huvudrollen var en helt snygg pojke :D

Det ploppar in flera paket/kuvert i postlådan, igår fick jag ett stort kuvert från Sverige av P. Skall bli roligt att öppna allt sen på onsdagen!

På min födelsedag väntar även skriftligt och muntligt estniskaprov. Oh Freude. Jag hoppas verkligen att jag inte failar, att min födelsedag inte blir förstörd, och att jag inte ens börjar stressa för det. Det förstör så mycket, dessutom åldras man i förtid ;) Gaah, tänk att man blir 22år snart. Nå, åtminstone studerar jag i det här laget det jag vill, one achievement at least. Återstår bara 50 andra att uppfylla!

Ha en riktigt mysig lillajul, ät jultårtor för mig också!

25.11.10

Fantastical youtube

There are some funny things on youtube, this is for those who know Finnish. I laughed so much about this yesterday that I was on a great mood all evening! And the irony is that I recognize myself in so many of the stuff they are talking about ;)

First year of med-school

Second year of med-school

Euro-lääkäri

This is for those who know Swedish, know med-school related but still very funny. Thanks F!

Morgonsoffan

24.11.10

We're walking in a winterwonderlaaand called Tartu

Today has been a good day. Not only did it snow more, but I got another test done and held our presentation about the survey we did about Finnish med-students well-being in Tartu. Even though it has been a pain in the ass to do this project, I was really glad with our outcome. We came up with the topic ourselves (worked with F & H on this one), with got about 50% of the participants to answer and we even did get some statistical significant associations! Even though the teacher said that because our groups are so small we hardly would get any ;) Our purpose was also to get the project report to the Dean's office, and maybe he would consider the results and in the slightest bit of chance even get some changes done!? One can always dream ;)

Because yesterday I heard about our third year's students unfortunate event, based on old fashioned school "policy". I think the school should consider to do things easier for their students, not make they life a living hell (which med-school, especially in the third year literally is...) and also that the students could have some kind of influence on their studies, teachers, tests etc. I think this system works quite well in Finland and other Nordic countries, why couldn't that work here also? Well I hope our Finnish colleages in the third year get to figure out some kind of solution to this problem.

Today as I went to town for my massage, I also got some christmasy-stuff done. Bought some nice cards. Looked around for presents I will buy (for myself :P and for family/friends). And I got my birthday package from the post office. This was from Germany and I can't wait to open it next week!

And the most important thing was that I finally got to get to the grocery store. I am a lazy person, and since I do not have a functioning bike at the moment, and due to the winter-weather, I just can't get myself to work the 500m. to the store! So I always try to trick myself into grocery-shopping, by combining it with something else I have to do. BUT, this has had its good sides too. Toady I noticed that I've lost two kilos, wohoo. So bring on the laziness, and get rid of extra weight :D

At the store I also picked up another Christmas calender, a proper one.

There are some things I am really picky about. Christmas calender is one of them. Another one is Brötchen and cakes. These things are due to me growing up with a Grandpa who owned his own bakery, and well that makes you kind of picky. As a kid I also always had a proper Christmas calender, thanks to my Grandma and later on my Mom. Because Germans just know how to make proper calenders and Brötchen :D

We have a net course in Estonian going on right now. And it is slowly but surely killing me. Along with all the other schoolstuff yet to be done. That's why I am this efficient and blog instead of reading!

Got a new mail from my brother today. He is still a happy guy doing great in England, and they have better weather now, no snow. Next week he will be traveling to Sweden. I am anxiously waiting for him/us to know where he will serve as a greenie(missionaries in the first place out in the field are called this).
For the record the other members of my family are doing great too. Our cats are getting fatter (probably due to the winter fur, right?) and it is freaking cold there. So I like my winterwonderland here in Tartu. Proper amount of snow, and acceptable readings on the thermometer!

23.11.10

Update!

So it has been a while! I have been really busy. School is getting busier and busier, also I have been home two weekends in a row this month due to my brother leaving for his mission. At home there has been a lot of snow, and after the second round I thought well traveling this way (an aprox of 12h one way) isn't THAT bad... But I have been lacking school motivation, and I would like to do things not school related.

Today I started to open my Christmas calender Mom had bought me last one of the times I was home. So today there is 24 days for studying, then freedom arrives (if only temporarly ;) It is one of those beautiful old-fashioned ones :)



But still I was thinking today that I should get a choco edition too, one I open on the proper dates. Because this has been a very important tradition, and if I recall correctly I have sometime sworn to never go a Christmas without a choco calender even though I would be 85 years old. I guess I have to keep up to that promise ;)

Here is a photo for P, she requested it the minute she found out that I have finally found a penguin worth taking home. I have not yet named him (a penguin has to be a HE doesn't it?), but maybe there will pop some name into mind someday. Now He is just sitting happily next to my Lotta på Bråkmakargatan-pig :D


About 1,5 week ago my little brother left for his mission. The whole family was there to say goodbye early Friday morning at the airport. The night before we had a nice dinner at Amarillo. Not having N at home feels terrible. There is only a 1,5 year gap between us, so we have always been hanging out and doing stuff (my aunt likes to tell the story about how I was "cooking" in our garden in Germany and I made N run after flowers, grass and all the other things needed for cooking) and we have not ever had a fight. And since I am the oldest I am not really used to others leaving the family nest. Here is our whole troup:

Last week we got our first e-mail from N. He is currently in England for Missionary training (aka schooling), and will leave for Sweden at the last day of the month.
He is doing great, has a good companion and learns a lot. Also he is kept busy, gets good food and enough sleep. Very much more a person does not need ;) Tomorrow I hope to get yet another mail. Because as Mom wrote in the first mail to him, we cried so much that first weekend at home, and we miss him. On the other hand, there have been great blessings already the same day that he left. Mom and I were joking that we probably want him to stay another year, just to get those blessings still ;) It has been everything from getting money to singing without laughing at Father's day in church, but that is another story ;)

This is about it. Nothing interesting going on, except school stress, snow and waiting for Christmas break. Well I do have my birthday in a week, so I am trying to figure out something fun to do (something else than the traditional movie and eating, the only thing I seem to do here in my spare time).

I hope that I will have more time, and more inspiration to write, if there does happen something. Take care, and enjoy the pre-Christmas time <3

2.11.10

Tuesday

Today I have learned 2 important things:

1. If you want to eat sweets or any unhealthy high-carb food you should do this for breakfast. Then the body actually needs carbs and those will not be converted into body fats. Sweets eaten in the evening will give you some higher numbers on your dear friend, the scale.

2. How to make Immunology seminars more enjoyable. Take a sheet of paper and two pencils. Then you and your friend sitting next to you make up different tasks (names of all countries in Asia/Africa/South America, movietitles starting with a specific letter...). Then you just start writing both of you until you have completed/are satisfied with your list. Three hours of non-understandable crap will transform into a nice time-out.

1.11.10

Superwoman?

I am trying really hard to be superwoman at the moment. Lots to do, because the two following weekends I will be in Finland! Yes I decided not to go to Sweden, since the accomodation problem was not solved. So I wanted instead to join the family to take goodbyes when my brother will be leaving for his mission on November 12th. As this day is getting closer and closer, I feel prouder of him each day. But also the sting of sadness grows. My brother is one of my best friends, and not seeing him for two years will be hard. I will just have to teach him to write me proper e-mails once in a while, then maybe I will survive ;)

So I had this list this weekend. With a PILE of stuff to do. And surprisingly I did all of them. I usually never stick to lists, they stress me out more than they help me. But ever since last week's tests I have been going ylikierroksella-på övervarv. I just hope hope hope that I can relax on my weekend-trips, because I really need to. And I need to sleep properly. One can only manage on superwoman-speed for a while until it just is too much.

29.10.10

Disappointment

Yesterday we had the Immunology test. And it was not what I had expected at all, it was way too easy, staying up all night was not worth it at all!!! Because I only got 3 hours of sleep, I was just really really tired. But sometimes it is nice being tired because you relax.

Honestly I could have gone to sleep earlier. After I finished reading Immunology, I started preparing for a seminar about homeostasis (in Physiology we have seminars were we actively have to participate and answer questions all of the time. So it is kind of 3 hours of pure student-teacher interaction). Then I still was not tired, so crazy me started to do my case analysis for Ethics and finished that too... In the morning there was a misunderstanding with the teacher so the morning lecture was not held. I could have slept 2 more hours!

Even though I have only one test next week (I sort of failed my Estonian test a week ago and when I found out I freaked out...) we have a lot of papers and other stuff that needs to be fixed. Today we will have a Skype-conference about our survey on "The well-being of Finnish students in Tartu".
Next week when I am home I will get to speak in my former high school about Tartu and medical studies. I am looking forward to it since I really think that Tartu is a great option if you do not get in to Finland or Sweden! And as I have learned, it is so hard to get into med-school in these countries.

The next two weekends I have fun things to look forward to! Next week I will head back home, and the weekend after that there is SoulNite in Stockholm. At this time we are having som accomodation problems, but I think we will find some kind of solution :)

27.10.10

Immunology

I will take every good word I have said about Immunology back. This is the worst subject ever, with a HUGE amount of pointless abbreviations. I will be up all night with all this fun stuff...

26.10.10

Busy as a bee

Yes I am quite busy ever since last week. But after yesterday's extreme study session I have to take it a bit slower today, to gather energy for an extreme study day tomorrow again. Today I had my first Microbiology test, which I did not know what to expect from. But I think it went okay, especially since we had bad lecture materials and my (expensive) book the teachers recommend was quite poor in the basic department.

On Thursday there will be another test, Immunology. This is a rather broad chapter about the basics of the immune system, but I find it much more interesting now that I read it for myself and do not have to listen to some guy talking whatever for 3hours in a row (I had one of those monster seminars today, good thing was that I had my laptop with me for another lesson, so I was mostly checking out Friis and Companys bags in hope to find something to put on Santas list).

But after Thursday we do not have any test for a while, which suits me fine since we have a few essay etc. I will have to write this weekend to get rid of them. And then there is always next week's trip home to look forward to! It will be my brother N's last weekend home for 2 long years, since he will be leaving on his mission 14.11. I miss him already!

Also I believe I have forgot to mention that I am moving in January to a nice apartment right in the city centre with F. We fell in love with it immediatly, and everything else (practical stuff) just fell into place too. So now folks you can come and visit, since we will have about 80 sqm of space all to ourselves!
And just to make you a bit jealous, here in Estonia students CAN affort a nice apartment downtown which includes a bathtube, washmachine, dishmachine, fireplace and a balcony with a view to the park.

The moving part is nice from other aspects too. I have had a night guest in our common starecase area right some steps down from my door a few nights. I do not know how the guy got inside, but some nights he had a blanket under and on himself. Happily he lay there smoking. The first nights I was quite affraid, you never know what people are doing...
My Russian neighbours have been taking their fighting to new levels, the other day I woke up to them fighting, the husband standing in the echoing stare case and screaming, while the wife was screaming inside wall to wall from where I slept. And this was at 7 am!
On top of all they were doing some kind of repairs (?) yesterday night at 10pm. (Un)fortunately I was staying up late for some studying. Also these people were talking and it seemed like they were standing with me in the same room.

Gotta run, once again. Homework for Estonia tomorrow and some Immunology are still waiting for me. Oujee!

19.10.10

Svenska dagen

Svenska dagen kommer tidigt i år, med kärt besök. Det är nästan lite som julafton. Jag blev försedd med matvaror jag saknar hemifrån (Helmigröt och ärtsoppa, godis från båten) och saker jag hade "beställt" från hemmet/mitt rum. Där finns fat, Marimekko lakan, kökshanddukar, min Lotta på Bråkmakargatan gris i gosedjursformat och böcker. Det pirrade lite i fingrarna då jag tog upp dem ur påsen, för jag kom inte ihåg exakt vilka jag hade lagt undan i somras i ta med högen till Tartu.

Tyvärr blev en del saker glömt, men jag skall i början av november hem, så då får det åka med en del. Hemma lämnade främst glas och mina kära muminmuggar. Sen lite mappar och gamla skolpapper från Arcada. Så no worries, inget allvarligare :)

Genast man får besök slappnar man också av. Proven finns så klart där i bakhuvudet, men man omprioriterar och ser att det nu inte hänger på det här ena pikiprovet. Det kommer flera. Men jag och Pepsi Max skall plugga lite ännu (borde som vanligt plugga istället för att skriva!), imorgon har vi estniskaprov. Som består av tonvis med papper vi inte ens har gått igenom eller fått någon ordlista till. Man kan bli frustrerad av mindre.

Så ikväll fick jag mumsa på daimtårta med mitt kära besök, sen blir det återseende imorgon efter estniskan. Mat på stan, och kanske lite shopping? Borde iallafall gå en stor båge kring bokaffären...

Jag undrar i mitt stilla sinne när mina grannar kommer och knacka på till min dörr och bönar och ber mig om att sluta lyssna på samma låt flera dagar i streck på repeat. Kolla in Swedish House Mafia-One på youtube så vet ni vad jag lyssnar på. Jag växlar mellan originalet (utan sjungas) och den som feat. pharrell. Så lite omväxling är det ju!?

Nåja, estniskapappren kvävs i min skolväska, skall gå och rädda dem.

Ha det gött.

18.10.10

To stress or not to stress...

...that is the question. But I will stop stressing right now I decided. Because it just makes me cranky and tired.
And believe it or not, tests are not the center of the world and people(or at least I) tend to overread. So no point in that.

Tomorrow night my Mom, aunt and sis are coming to Tartu. Always nice to have company, I have been looking forward to this.

Take care.

17.10.10

You know your life is...

Tonight I feel a bit sarcastic. And as I was chatting with my former roomie from the good old Helsinki time, I got inspired to do this wonderful list.

You know your life is quite sad when:

-One of you hobbies is to watch your neighbours from your apartment window(Probably you have made up names and come up with some background data for them too).

-Gone crazy and wild means pulling and all nighter before a test. Just because you can.

-You spend more time watching your favorite series than talking face to face with people.

-You make up fake realtionships with the characters from the above mentioned series.

-You can listen to the same song for hours and hours and you still do not get tired of it. It ends up with the song being the last and first thing on your mind before bedtime. If you are really lucky, the song will reappear during the night in your dreams.

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3 tests this upcoming week, and family visiting Estonia also. But can we do it? -Yes we can.
Gotta go, the coenzymes want to party with me big time. See ya.

7.10.10

Books

Here are pictures of the new additions to my bookshelf from Germany:

Up->down
Audrey Niffenegger: Her Fearful Symmetry
. I have been wanting to buy and read this book for so long. It is from the same author who has written The time traveller's wife. Loved the book and the movie!
Elizabeth Gilbert: Eat, pray, love. This is now also a movie in the theathers, starring Julia Roberts. My book is in German.
Martina Paura: Angebissen. Tells apparently the real story of Adam and Eve, how their lovestory was.
Mary E. Pearson: Zwei und dieselbe. This is a book about a girl who wakes up after laying in coma for a year, and how she tries to put together the bits of her life. I am currently reading this book.
And last but not least, I just had to buy Simon's cat as a book. It always puts a smile on my face. In the store the saleslady told me the second book is already for sale!



And some schoolbooks. The Microbiology book I ordered in Finland, so my brother brought it to me in Germany. Thank you S!


I feel that pics are about half of the reading, at least if you want to learn something. And the two upper books have great pictures. Here are some examples:

From Microbiology


Open heart surgery from the cardiology book


I have a confession to make. I pick books based on their covers. I just love to have something nice to look at. That's another reason why you should buy books in English (the other reason is that the original language a book is written in always is the best. Some books I hate, I just hate because I read them in another language, Swedish often being in the top of bad text since it is a colourless language), because they have the most beautiful covers. Mom did a year ago buy me a book simple because it had a dull cover (swedish one). Unfortunately I had already read it and owned it also :P Here is the cover of one of the books. I just love looking at it:

Maybe when I am at home I will put up some photos on nice bookcovers. Maybe someone gets inspired too.

And the last pic is Simon's cat:

I will hopefully be doing the same this weekend as he is!

5.10.10

List

What I have been up to since I got home from Germany:

-I have attended all in all 7 hours (!) of lectures in Estonian last week. And for that I am mighty proud of myself. I didn't die, neither was I totally clueless. All for the greater good, aka taking a week off from school.

-German dinner on Friday. I invited F over to my place and we ate Spätzle with mushrooms in cream sauce and some Schnitzel. Dessert was German sweets I had brought with me.

-Saturday I on the other hand went to F's place and we watched Fucking Åmål. I hadn't seen it before, but it was still nostalgic since I got a reminder of how it was in the 8th grade.

-I have to do a presentation about 25 pages of some medical text in Estonian by next week. It freaks me out, since the teacher is, well not too nice, and I do not have any vocabulary to do anything like that. Wish me luck (since now I type every other word into Google translator, which is one of the best inventions ever)

-I really miss home at the moment, especially since my cousin (that also is kind of a big sis to me) had an engagement party last Saturday that I couldn't attend. It sucks when you miss out on big family events. And autumn always weighs so heavy on my shoulders, since I am moodwise very dependent on the weather. But I think it is quite normal with the ups and downs, moodswings etc. I have a long way home (and it gets expensive too) and still I am a family and friend type of person who loves to have those people around. I also miss our cats. Maybe I will have to get one for my apartment here in Tartu ;)

-The time of student events and free food (including lectures and presentations) has started! Today I attended our student organizations get to know party. Tomorrow there will be a presentation hosted by Ratiopharm and dinner at a fancy restaurant afterwards. Nice to have some special program planned also on normal weekdays.

-Even though I am really really lazy I would like to have some interesting test to prepare for. Not anything unneccessary, but something like microbiology or physiology. Still I know that when we have these tests I will most likely sit at the computer and watch my series :P People are never truely satisfied with their life it seems!

3.10.10

The Wedding

As I promised, here are some pictures from the wedding! I had only mine to choose from unfortunatly, but there were a bounch of good ones amongst them.


One happy bride, pre-wedding in front of Standesamt

And there are of course some guests:

These handsome men are Opa, Papa, Simon and Nikolai



Me and my aunt Conny



The exchanging of rings



Jörg, his daughter Laura (confusing to have somebody that has just the same name as you, with the deletion of one letter only!) and Patricia (or Tanti :P)



Father and daughter



Here you can see Laura's dress, it was a fluffy thing where some rose leafs where in between the fluff. Also Tanti's dress is so pretty!



Me and the bride



It was raining cats and dogs, and you can see that somebody wasn't too keen on it.



But they were still up for a kiss. And let's face it, the umbrella just completed the picture!

Some details:

The bride's flowers


The car


The bride's ring. The groom's is just the same with the opposite combination of colours


And yes, one happy couple also ;)



The first place after Standesamt. Champangebuffet at a lovely restaurant. The guest didn't mind the rain, since the place was nice. And good food, nams.



The bride with her siblings and dad. I love this pic!



And these two got married last year!



The second location was just around the corner from the apartment/hotel building I mentioned yesterday. There we had cake, and later on a 3 course buffet. (Weddings are all about the food or how was it?)



My handsome brothers got to entertain me



This was such a cool idea; costumized M&M's .You can order them or just look at it on this homepage



The cutting of the cake.

There were about 35 people attending the wedding, even though I haven't got any pictures of them.
At one moment we took a group photo. Since I am short (even though I try not to think about it) I had to stand up front. So Laura stood beside me, and at one point (note she is 11, just like my little sis) she poked me and asked:
"How old are you anyway?"
"22"
"Oh Gott!"
was the only reply I got. And that was about the first and last time she adressed me directly. Funny those moments :P

Unfortunately I didn't get a pic of the gift table. They got a lot of "art" containing money as decorations. For example a Playmobile beach setting. Well Tanti told me she had to look quite a while for the money. She was digging around the sand, moved the couple in it... Then she found it in a tiny bucket where the money was stuffed in as little confetti. Or a cake of toilet paper where the money were the flowers. Nice ideas anyhow!

On Monday the newly weds left for their honeymoon. One week in Dubai in a fancy hotel. I hope they will show me some pics as soon as they have settled at home again :)

2.10.10

About my trip

So i will finally post something about my trip to Germany. More or less important stuff, just as always ;)

On my trip to Frankfurt, I had a lot of spare time in Tallinn at the airport. And I think it is just about the lamest airport I have been to. At least for a capital city. The airport at Tartu last year was even below mentioning. The luggage claim there was a truck that would drive to the entry with our bags! Even at the airports in Uzbekistan in the middle of nowhere we had better service. But yes, back to this year's trip.

At the check-in they specifically asked me where I wanted to sit. Of course I wanted a window seat. There is nothing like looking out at a miniature of the world you usually think is so big and important. Apparently a French couple thought just about the same. On my seat I found a lady in her sevennties, and her husband on the middle seat. I kindly pointed out that the window seat was mine, and I think the lady killed me about 5 times in her head.
The food came, we ate, and I thought her husband was really nice. BUT, since I have a weakness for Coke, and I had been drinking one at the airport (overpriced of course, about the triple price!) and two small cans on the airplane, I really really needed to go to the toilet. The husband was trying to get some sleep, and well at one point I just had to bother him, but I had waited nicely until he had opened his eyes. So the couple had to stand up to make way for me (oh gosh how horrible..) and I can not believe how small they make these rows nowadays. As I walked by the wife, I think she just thought about the 10 worst ways to die and imagined me in those scenarios...
Happy and relieved I came back to my row. Which I at first didn't recognice. The couple was "gone" and somebody sat at my place. Since there were quite a bunch of Frenchmen on the plane traveling together, the men behind me kindly adressed the lady, since he noticed how puzzled I looked. The lady bitterly replied: "She can sit there now, I do not have to stand up anymore." She did this with quite some I-am-older-better-and-therefore-privileged attitude. So even though I did for a minute think about talking to a stewardess, I didn't. But what really put wind on my fire was that, since she sat on my seat, all my stuff was there. My book, my bag... AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN MOVE HER FEET FOR ME TO GET THOSE. Gaaah, French people. I just abdicated them that minute in my head of being nice people, and I will not treat them nicely anymore.
So the couple was happy about (finally) getting to look out of the window. And I just was pissed. Since that is about half of the fun on a flight. To put some more anger into my already blackened mind, the captain announced that we are seeing a wonderful sunset outside, the best he has seen in a while. Especially on the right hand side (where I should have been sitting). Karma is a bitch!

I have been telling everyone about this event since I am still quite grumpy about it. Sometimes I can hold a grudge for a real long time...

In Frankfurt a great late summer weather greeted me. I was able to walk around in shorts and t-shirts for about 4 days! And read outside in Opa's(German for granfather) garden.

Already the next day I met up with my aunt C to do some shopping in Frankfurt. But first Opa had to teach me how to get there. Which wasn't that hard, be he liked to test me anyhow. After living a year in Helsinki that bit was a piece of cake.
The first stop was of course the bookstore Hugendubel. I could live in that place. There are some nice reading corners were they have sofas all around. Shown here. They have just about everything you need. Here is a pic from the English corner of the store:


I found this cool comic downstairs in the science department:


This is a comic about genes, Mendel and so on. Even though I know this stuff I just think that it was so cool. But I didn't buy it :P


Also C introduced me to some "new" things. The restaurant Mosch Mosch, where they serve really good Asian food and the clothes store Hollister, where half of the shopping is the special setting of the store. In New York apparently they had some goodlooking guys in only their Hawaiian shorts standing outside of the store. Sadly this wasn't the case in Frankfurt. At least the times I was there.

On Wednesday I did some food shopping. Except for sweets, that you either can't get anywhere else or their being overpriced, I bought Maggi. It is sort a really really good seasoning soya, that is salt and just perfect. Skip the ketchup the next time you have you student meal consisting of mac and ketchup, and do some mac and Maggi. Heaven.
Then I bought some Spätzle. That is some kind of special pasta I always connect to Germany, but apparently they use it in Switzerland and France also. Traditionally I would eat them with cheese and onion. Nams.

Later that afternoon me and Opa met up with C and we went to the Jewish museum. I have always wanted to visit it, but it was acutally a disappointment. It was smaller than I imagined and not well equipped. The others agreed. It could have been better.
Afterwards we talked Opa into taking a 50min cruise on the Main. It was the last one for the day, and here are some pics I took:

At this little tower my aunt C had her wedding reception at a stylish bar last year


A bad pic of the skyline of Frankfurt (also sometimes called Bankfurt since well as you can guess there are a lot of banks there...)


I would like to live in a penthouse apartment like this. But not on this side of the Skyline, but upstreams near the University's hospital. A bit pricey, but what the heck :D

Thursday I went to Frankfurt once again, and I got my first manicure ever. It was just about as in the movies, since besides us there was a (very) studpid customer and the Vietnamese women there just couldn't figure out how she wanted her nails. Neither did me and C, so the problem was a stupid lady not the language barrier.
And since they spoke Vietnamese all the time you could almost guess that they were talking about us. As I said, just as in the movies.
After that I decided to make a stop on the way home at Neu Isenburg and visit the mall there. It is really nice and renovated, but a store that has always been there is a petshop. And they have always been showing small bunnies in their shop's window. Ever since I was a little girl I've visited them. And I always have to start at that end where the bunnies are. Otherwise my whole route is messed up. So even though I got in at the other far end, I walked thourgh and admired the bunnies for a while, and I fell in love. With the black and white one:


That night my Dad and brothers got to Opa's really late, because on Friday we had to go to Ludwigsburg where Tanti's (Tante means aunt in German, and Tanti is a shortform. I have always called her Tanti and probably always will. It's like Mom, Dad, Opa, Mommo. You can't call them anything else!) wedding was going to take olace. It's near Stuttgart, so Friday we had quite a long day driving, and there was Stauerparty on the Autobahn. But I got my own room at the hotel where we were staying, which was sort of integrated in the apartmentbuilding where Tanti and J live. So it was perfect. And their apartment is really nice, I will have to explore Stuttgart sometime (when there isn't a wedding to attend :D )

About the wedding I will post some pics in a seperate post, since there are a lot of good pics.

Anyhow, when we came home on Sunday, I started to "solve" some crossword puzzles. The funny thing is that even though Swedish definitly is my stronger language I can not manadge to solve those in Swedish. Some kind of logic just is missing. So I only do those in German.
At the end I involved Dad and Tanti also, so we did that for quite a while.

Tuesday we all traveled back to Finland and me to Estonia. This time I had a really nice and quite good-looking Australian guy in my row. Even though it was the row in front of the toilets, and I had to sit in the seat next to it basically. So this did heal the wound a little after the French incident.
The most interesting thing about a trip is always the people you meet. Even though they can be annoying. But planes and trains are just good places to meet all kind of people. That's what makes traveling so interesting. Even if it just is a train ride between Helsinki and home :)