The stormy weather continued this Sunday so I decided to not step out of my apartment and to pray that no tree will fall on the house. Nasty nasty weather. Well at least I don't have to have a bad feeling about being lazy. At least physically. Since I've done some studying today. And now I know why histology(about cells and tissues) probably won't be me favorite subject and that I did the right decision not ordering that horrible book. It has been taking all day (almost) to finnish the one section I have my test about on Tuesday. Urgh. As long as there are just microscope, preparations and pens involved it's fine. But please spare me of this book.
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I've also been chatting with a friend and it reminded me of another talk we had some weeks ago. (This friend will remain anonymous, maybe X doesn't want to be pointed out... (x ) Since we were talking about the same subject as today, the men not present in our lives. Well a couple of weeks ago X actually came to the big conclusion: Lara, you know what I just realised? You don't have any luck with guys. Never. They always treat you like shit in the end.
This conclusion took me a bit by surprise, I mean not that it was anything new. She also started to mention several names and well yeah I got the point. I think I have come to a point were I don't care anymore, of course I get angry, but I have better things to do and spend my time on than guys. But I find it ironically hilarious that one always picks the wrong guys. Wonder what a psychologist would say about this x) (I like those ironic moments life gives you when you can't do anything else than laugh about the whole situation)
At least 3 people (all male!) asked me last week at the wedding when I will get married. I just thought seriously people?! I just started my medical studies and will celebrate my 21st birthday in December. In my opinion I have all the time in the world (almost). That doesn't mean you can't have fun along the way.... When I have found a person like Juno describes:
Find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood. Bad mood. Ugly, pretty, handsome. The right person still will think the sun shines out of your ass.That's the kind of person worth sticking with.
...then I maybe will consider him ;)
At the same time people at home are getting engaged/married/buy houses/have babies. It's funny how different our lives start to be after high school. Before that people are quite similar in a lot of ways. And it's good to know that it's there you get to know friends that will stay in your life for a looong time!
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If you aren't familiar with the cd Duffy-Rockferry I highly recommend it to you. I got it last week from my dad as he left Germany, and I took a later flight. As a goodbye gift. I've listened to it before and it always amazes me what a wonderful voice she has!
A bit more dancy is David Guetta-One love. House-music at it's best and finest.
I guess the histologybook is calling for me, better go and read before he attacks me... And in the kitchen the dishes probably won't wash themselves. But for a while I will at least ignore them, I still have some plates left...
When you least expect it to happen, you'll meet someone who will become your best friend.
SvaraRadera