2am Monday morning

I should be studying or at least sleeping. Tomorrow we will have our muscle-test, hope that everything will go well. Afterwards there will be a small celebration at my place which includes my choco-muffin/pie. The thing with that is that it SHOULD be muffins but i didn't have any cups to put them in, so I put them in a pie-thingie instead.
Anyhow here I am in the middle of the night and looking at this summer's pics. They're just too hilarious to be true (specially at 2am with an overdose of Pepsi Max). If i would ever lose my friends or in some way offend them those pics could probably harm my future carrier as a doctor xD Or maybe my future husband will divorce me or something. My point is; we're always having a blast and document it at the least representable times x) But that's one of the things that makes the girls to the best friends someone could wish for. We're doing fun stuff without regrets or anyone complaining about it (except the poor outsiders that might stand in our way). I am happy to announce that at every one of our engagement/weddingparties these pics will come in quite handy :D Pity that all the previous photos are at home, can't sit and look and laugh at them here!
This weekend I basically just was at the apartment. Did of course some groceryshopping etc. Made some food and the muffinthingie for two hours on Saturday. But it tasted good at least. Had too much time to think about unneccessary stuff though, so I ended up being mad at everything and everyone.
On Wednesday Mom and Alicia will come to Tartu! Then we'll leave for Helsinki together on Saturday and I will be able to meet some people and attend the Gold&Green Ball. Always nice to dress up!
I did see some movies this weekend, and the best of the was the Proposal with Sandra Bullock. The beginning and middle part was the best, laughed about it a lot, but the end was a bit too cliché for me. Also saw Ice Age 3 and X-men origins-Wolverine. Of those the latter was the worst movie I had seen in a while, didn't like it at all. Also did the mistake of starting to read a really good book I found in Germany. I think it's called Graceling in English. A teenage book, and a lovestory in a fantasyworld (not too much fantasy though, don't like that at all) and it's a bad combination if you have to prepare for a test. So i basically read that all afternoon today and in between this evening/night when I prepared for my test.
(red muscles: oxidative, long working muscles; white muscles: anaerobic muscles fast and explosive working.)
This probably sounds absurd but I really need to get rubbergloves so that I can start touching the dead guy in the morgue and learn by him(it?!) the muscles and so on. So much more down to business and easier to remember. Well you could touch him without them, but well, I think you know why I don't want to. A bit yak... And that smell. It isn't that bad actually, since they have preparated him quite well, but it's something you just have never smelled before and it gets stuck in your nose, so when I came home on Friday after being in the morgue I had that smell still stuck in my nose and I almost lost my apetite since I imagined that everything I ate tasted as the smell from the morgue. Maybe a job as a pathologist wouldn't fit me after all. But I assume you would get used to the funny smell.
(muscles of masticuation: m.pterygoideus medialis, m.pterygoideus lateralis, m.masseter, m.temporalis)
It's quite funny to try imagining people looking/hearing what we're talking about/doing as medical students and how this would sound/look to them. I think I won't repeat any of that stuff here, people might get offended at the humour. It's like when I try to tell people a fascinating story about the human body or my fascination to someday be able to do own autopsies or surgial procedures. They just don't get it. Well to have the goal of becoming a doctor in a (near?) future is what keeps you going. And it's what makes you come to not so interesting classes such as biophysics or medical chemistry...
(m.sternocleidomastoideus-origin:manubrium sterni, extremitas sternalis (clavicula); insertion:os temporalis-function:unilateral-flexio of the head to one side, bilateral:lifting the head a bit for-and upwards, also a respiratory muscle)
Maybe I should just go and get some sleep, otherwise I will surely fail my test tomorrow even though I'm gonna pass the biophysicslecture in the morning.

Nighty nighty!